Pity MUM!!

Pen On....My mOOd tOtally swing tOdae, nOt sure y!!! Seeing my mum, really make me hurt sO much...She dO nag much n i believe every mum's are lyke tat,itz nOt bcOz they hated us itz bcOz they lOve us sO much...Always remind thinks Over n Over again....She scOlded me juz nOw fOr drinkin REDBULL tO much,nO reply frOm me...im juz used tO it, while gOin shOp wif her she asked a bOnus questiOn.." Adk nk tinggalkn mak dulu ker? " i laugh n say " Ajal n maut kat tangan tuhan mak, kalO ditakdirkn adk pergi dlu sebelOm mak, mak redha jek la.." HOnestly, i almOst wet my eyes n try sO hard tO hOld e tears frOm flOwing, i dOnt want her tO feel dOwn n imagine the pain tat im hidding...By lOOking her strOngness making me strOnger,...She's my idOl, she always stay strOng n calm, nO matter hOw hard peOple try pushing her dOwn n i gOt it frOm her....Sometimes i wOnder why peOple always n never feel tired tO hurt her sO much, she care abOut Others, she lOve everyOne arOund her, she even dOnt bOther peOple lOOk dOwn On e 1 she cares n she still stay n ignOre e bad judgement..Tapi kenape tetap die slalu disakiti dari Org2 yg die sayang, sebab die tak punya ape2 ke, sebab die tk berharta ke atau sebab dia cume seOrang tukang bersih cOndO sahaje???? Hina sgt ke perkejaan tu, perkerjaan tu halal kn? Aku percaya rezeki, kemewahan dan  harta benda smuanye dari ALLAH s.a.w...Harta dunia hanya sementara, aku bersyukur dgn ape yang aku ader, kami hidup sederhana tapi bahagia..Aku juga bersyukur mempunyai mak & bapak yg faham dgn sikap2 anak2 remaje die,die memberi ku peluang untuk berdikari dan blajar dari kesilapan ku sendiri,tampah berada disisi ku 24/7....Dan aku memblajarinye, aku blajar menilai mane 1 duri berbisa dan mane 1 penawar, aku blajar untuk tidak memburOkkn sape2 pOn,tidak menghina mahupOn pandang rendah pada sape2 pOn...mak slalu berpesan jgn ;pernah ader perasaan dendam walau sesakit mane diri ini terhadap sesOrg...Kerana sikap BERDENDAM tidak akan membaikkn keadaan, dn aku berpegang pada kata2mu itu MAK...Pen Off